

Love.you're trying so hard to make it and you're getting no where fast one step forward two steps back wondering how long you will lastLove.
these thoughts they overtake you smothering you like smoke it's like a hand holding your neck forcing you to choke
you close your eyes so tightly but you cannot shut it out wanting to make this go away and somehow stop your doubt
but nothing's ever easy and by now you should have known no matter how strong you think you are you can't do this on your own
so lift your gaze up off the grou


Scars.every scar has a story history written on my skin just an outward expression of the pain that dwells withinScars.
but now that story's over the book is shut and locked away a light has broken through the black and i know i'll be okay
i'm just so tired of remembering i wish my scars would disappear i wish i never started writing on my skin for all those years
i know you cannot change the past so i guess you live and learn but to keep the past to stay just that it's to God i have to turn


Mirror.studying my own reflection taking note of every flaw tired eyes blemished face too numerous to name them allMirror.
there's just too many voices in my heart and in my head i know what's truth i know what's not but i believe the lies instead
exhausted from this battle being torn apart within i stare at myself and wonder will i ever love my own skin?


Day One.hours pass by without me following try and catch a break but i keep free-fallingDay One.
caught in the middle of sleep and awake trapped in a nightmare that i can't escape
my mind keeps spinning playing the same tune trying not to listen but i might break soon
it's been too long you should start over use anything but you have to start over
trying to keep still but i can't stop the shaking i have nothing left but it keeps on taking
you're tired of this but you know what to do shut yourse
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Curiosity killed the cat.... but I'm not a cat, am I?
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